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Exquisite 

 Exquisite
Sometimes life gives you a little taste of the greater things in life, like an expensive meal, or some fine wine. The real beauty though, is when you find that connection with someone, and you can wholeheartedly say that they make you happy. Whoever this person in your life is, helps you forget about your daily problems and helps you value the simple things in life. Sure fancy dining is always fun, but it’s dull if you’re not spending it with someone who can make you laugh. I mean really laugh, like the kind of laughter that makes you cry and think about when was the last time you laughed so hard. Life is full of so many sad and disappointing moments but sometimes within all of that, there’s a tiny spec of hope. When you hold and get held by someone you care about it’s indescribable. Kissing the lips of the one that makes you happy, now that’s amazingly exquisite. 

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Someday I will…

Someday

Someday I’m going to be happy. That’s really all I want in life. These past few months completely broke me and forced me to become a new person. I love this new me, I love the person that I’m slowly becoming, but I can’t help but feel like I’m missing something. I can’t go back to the place that made me so unhappy, I want to but it just pains me to think about it. I am finally learning to be selfish and making myself a priority in my own life. I have always been so worried about what other people want and what I can do to help them, but now I just want to do what is going to benefit me. A lot of people would say they want the perfect man, family, or house. While that all sounds lovely waaay down the road, right now all I want is to be blissfully happy. I want to be okay with what happened to me, and I want to be able to move on with my life. I just can’t help but feel like I have a chip on my shoulder, and it’s just weighing me down from showing all the potential I know I have. Someday I am going to go to law school. Someday I will have some beautiful kids running around my house. Someday I’ll be lucky enough to wake up next to the man of my dreams. Someday, I will be happy.

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Mine For The Taking

Shine

You always hear people in movies say to the protagonist something along the lines of “This is your moment” or “It’s your time to shine.” In real life no one ever really says that to you, but somehow you know when it’s your time. It’s a feeling you get in the pit of your stomach, it’s your gut, brain and heart yelling “GO FOR IT” in perfect sync. Whether that moment is finally talking to the cute guy from the gym or bettering your position at work, these moments are rare and hard to miss. When I was at my graduation and they called my name I knew that it was literally my time to shine because those lights were nearly blinding, but aside from that I knew that after this moment the world was mine. I could do anything I wanted to do, I knew that I was going to be able to go out into the world and conquer one piece at a time. I felt invincible, and sometimes you don’t need someone else to tell you it’s your time to shine, I know I didn’t. At that point I knew that the world and everything it had to offer was mine for the taking.

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Infinite

Infinite

When I was a little girl all I really wanted was to be older, I wanted to venture out and see all of the gorgeous things there are to see, and I wanted to have crazy adventures to someday tell my children. Now being a little older, I’ve realized something that I’m not sure I had grasped the concept of when I was a kid, we all have so many opportunities in this life. Being a college freshman you realize that you have your whole life ahead of you, and the things that you’re going to experience are going to be endless. Sometimes I just want to slow down the time, because there is no better feeling than being out on a Saturday night with my sorority sisters and feeling like we’re on top of the world. Man, nights like those I wish I could relive over and over again, but that’s the beautiful part, you don’t get to. What you do get to do though, is to go out with your friends again and try and make the most out of that night as well. There is nothing I wouldn’t do to constantly feel so alive surrounded by such amazing people, because whenever we are together I am simply infinitely and utterly at peace with this big scary world.

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